colour-swing

Your love by Nicki minaj

2010-08-21T08:06:00.000-07:00

i love listening to people talk about the things they love♥

when people do that,
they all become instantly ADORABLE.
it does not matter what kind of looks they have.
it's the emotion that i see/feel that makes them sooooo adorable.
;D

i've been thinking too much/little?
O.O
all that negative thinking is soo BAD.
i. just. need. to. think. POSITIVE.
+.+

my eyes are TIRED.
do i need more sleep?
or less sleep?
*shrugs*
guess i'll go off to sleep now,
my eyelids are HEAAAVY~

Your love by Nicki minaj.
i loike this song(:

Just the way you are by Bruno mars or Urbangermany

2010-08-01T10:34:00.000-07:00

Cause you're amazing, just the way you are~

there are many definitions to the word BEAUTIFUL.
but there is NO definite one.
everyone is beautiful in their own unique way.
it's just the way you look at yourself and what you define yourself as beautiful.
self (body) love is the first step before you can come to love another person~

your smile, your laugh, your reaction, just the way you are.
YOU. YOU. YOU.
please don't try to change~
if you want to change, let it be for better..

it doesn't matter what other think of you,
it's what YOU think of yourself.
you know yourself better than others.
don't look down on yourself and give yourself much less credit than you deserve.

actually, you CAN be too modest.
just like the quote, "too much of a good thing can be bad for you too".
see~
hmmm,

Just the way you are by Bruno mars

AND...

Just the way you are (Cover) by Urbangermany

Almost love by Jessica jarrell

2010-07-20T09:32:00.000-07:00

i know i should be sleeping right now,
but the past 2 hours of sleep should be sufficient.

don't worry about me kay? ni stakat minor aja, i'll be okay. You have much more important things to worry about~

i wonder how much longer this will last.
and yes, setakat minor sahaja.
i'll be okay.
don't worry about me.
there's much more important things to worry about.
kay?
(:
trust me on this.
whatever happens next,
since its beyond my control,
then..
it must be fate~

i can't bear to see you guys suffering,
and me just standing by at the sidewalk,
having basically NOTHING to help to ease it all.
if only there was something i could do.
something, just something...

Almost love by Jessica jarrell

Don't worry, be happy by Bobby McFerrin

2010-07-01T04:40:00.000-07:00

the BEST things are always unplanned♥

when friends are around,
it does not matter how many there are/is.
fun can always happen,
whenever you allow it to.
(:

Don't worry, be happy by Bobby McFerrin

Right here (Departed) by Brandy

2010-06-24T22:37:00.000-07:00

i beg your pardon, but i didn't promise you a rose garden.

i want to buy a rose.
:D
no wait.
i want a flower.
just 1 stalk will do.
i don't know why,
but i suddenly want it.
hahahh~
apa sahaja afifah,
:P

currently doing my Social Studies homework.
:P
and my brain is about to shut down,
O.O
noooooo~

school has been WOW.
",
both GOOD and BAD at the same time.
:P

i want to go shopping!!!
actually,
anywhere will do.
i have a new genre that i wanna try and explore.
:D
wheee^^
i can't wait.

oh Mr.Mosquito.
please stop biting me and sucking my blood.
it hurts you know.
the itchyness, especially.
>.<

Right here by Brandy
i came across this songs on the radio, the other day~

Lost by Michael buble

2010-06-21T02:18:00.000-07:00

let's get lost together

apparently.
i took the WRONG bus this morning.
instead of 502.
i took 502a.
in my haste to get to school on time.
and i ended up going to ORCHARD.

sooo,
i kinda panic-ed.
since i have not boarded bus 502 in a very LOOOONG time.
and finally made up my mind to stop near 313@Somerset.

WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE^^
window shopping.
in pe attire.
-.-
and no cash on me.
and ALL the shops still closed.
bleagh.

finally got to school,
after another hour in the MRT.
AND 30 more mins ion the bus.
blueks.

Tanya sama pokok by P.Ramlee ft. Saloma

2010-06-16T03:10:00.000-07:00

Look on the bright side~

HELLO!
wheeee^^
on monday and tuesday,
i went to the Straits Times Camp.
from 10-6.
(:
it was UBER fun.

we went through a lot of activities there,
not enough activities maybe?
:P
okokay~
did not take any pictures btw,
and made some new friends~
:D

most likely, going out to Queensway tomorrow.
with my JiwaJawa!(:
lovelovelove they all to the max mancxz.
i can't wait for the other future outings.
our friendship will be everlasting!
and i hope we'll still keep in touch after we all graduate from our secondary school(s).
^^

I'm a HUGE fan of Tan Sri P.Ramlee.
even though i'm born wayyyy later.
haiish.
i want to collect EVERYTHING that consists of him,
wheee^^
a.s.a.p,
before i turn 33 can?
:P

Tanya sama pokok by P.Ramlee ft. Saloma
from his movie, Anakku Sazali.

Ur not the same by T-pain ft. Akon

2010-06-05T04:34:00.000-07:00

JUNEJUNEJUNE!

wheeeeee~
the holidays have begun.
except that...
the week has been jammed packed.
haiish.

and.
UG camp next week!
on the 7th to 9th June.
monday to wednesday.
I'm Psyched!
:D

soooo,
i wonder how this year's camp is going to be.
hmmm~
i hope that my camera is ging to be free on those 3 days.
i want to snapsnap a lotlot of picturespictures.
^^

Ur not the same by T-pain ft. Akon
lovelovelove T-pain's part.

B.o.B - Don't let me fall

2010-05-13T06:22:00.000-07:00

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly.

This qoute is very very true.
Even though there's no one who is perfect,
we can learn to love imperfectly.
no matter what obstacles we go through.
yeah i know, at this time and age,
love and just simple attraction has a very very thin line of seperation.
o.o

love someone who will catch you when you fall,
not someone who won't.
wahhhhh~
*Cheryl cole's Parachute songs plays in the background*
i don't need a parachute, baby if i got youuuuu~

finally, after a month of NOT updating my blog,
i have time to do so now~
^^v
2 more papers to go,
:D

sooo,
this week has been the EXAM week.
wahhhh.
and to tell the truth.
i have been cramming for hours just beofre the exam,
and have been sleeping 2-3 hours per day.

my eyes are puffy,
and i can see eye bags.
i can't open my eyes BIGger anymore.
*painnn*
when next week comes,
i will catch up on my sleep debt.

AND.
did you know that i did a very stupid careless mistake which costs me 20 freagging marks for Chemistry (combined)?
damnit ey,
i felt my heart break literally,
and my hopes being shot down like a diver sky-diving with no parachute on.
>.<

okay,
i needa go off to shoot some stars.
:D
B.o.B - Don't let me fall
lovelovelove this song.

Rimas by The fabulous cats

2010-04-15T05:16:00.000-07:00

A girl like me.

someone just told/reminded me this:
we, as typical humans, make mistakes.
to stop worrying about other people at the expense of myself.
and that, i can be and deserve to be better.

the most unexpected things can happen.
strangers become friends,
and friends become strangers.
the latter, sucks,
but when it happens,
whatelse are we supposed to / can do?
even when we give our best shot, and its still not enough.

i know its life,
and shit happens,
but still...
what would have happened,
if i had made a different decision?
or maybe, DECISIONS.

haiish,
okay.
i guess,
i'd better go and sleep now.
my back is still kiling me btw.
grrr~

Rimas by The fabulous cats
"aku yang sengsara, rimas, rimas, aku rimas~"

She's like a star by Taio cruz

2010-04-13T07:26:00.000-07:00

Laughter is the BEST medicine, indeed. :D

Stars are higher than the sky, moon and the sun.
:D

i like star-gazing,
especially when we can see certain shapes.
it's like cloud-seeing(?)
HAHHAH~
only that, the night sky will be dark, and the stars will be bright/dim.
:P

dinner just now was fun!
with the catching up on what we've been doing.
and the reminiscing of the old good times.
thinking that we'd re-live the old times if we had the chance.
(:

i'm having a HUUUGE headache,
but during the moments of laughter,
the headaches were forgotten,
and i was laughing like HELL.
HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHA~
oh, how much i miss my peopleLOVE.
>.<

endorphins REALLY do work.
♥

i joined the Guitar CCA again.
i guess that, it was a HUGE mistake to quit.
and now,
i wish i had stayed on in the CCA.

now, i'm really really jealous of people with their guitars.
especially at Jamming Studios.
gahhhhhx~
and singing songs.
nonono fair.
:P
i want a piece of the action too mancxz.

soo,
now i have THREE CCAs.
:P
hehhe~
i do KNOW that i can cope.
i can just feel it down to my bones.
(:

She's like a star by Taio cruz
Like a STAR!♥
i like the beats,
^^v

Mockingbird by Eminem

2010-04-05T05:40:00.001-07:00

Help can come in the strangest ways possible.

HELP.
everyone need help,
in anything.
whether they know it or not.
OR,
whether they admit it or not.
at any point of their life.

HELP.
strangers, family, friends, enemies, etc.
EVERYONE has good and bad sides,
don't you too?
i know i do,
heh,

i keep getting headaches.
especially at night.
and the numbness actually feels nice, AT CERTAIN TIMES.
>.<
is this bad / weird?
tell me if it is~
O.O

Mockingbird by Eminem!
(:

Change me by Akon ft. Keri hilson

2010-03-25T05:06:00.000-07:00

i just need a new perspective of life.

so, i'm getting less colourful,
as the days go by.
my energy is drained out,
as the problems crash into me.
and my trust and feelings are lost,
as i get to know the cold harsh reality / truth.

homeworks and projects are piling.
maybe due to my procrastination.
i'm getting much much less social,
and i am having a 1 month hiatus from FaceBook.

i can concentrate on homework and studies,
only after 7 pm.
and before that, i will find all means to stay awake,
be it hanging out or the computer.
sleeping in the afternoon will give me unbearable headaches.
):

i suck.
i can't do anything right.
i don't seem to be able to get up and hype like i used to.
maybe it's me. maybe it's just my perspective. maybe, this is life.
maybe, i'll stay like this forever.

i'll either be too hyper until people find it irritating or too emo / quiet,
until people ask my why,
and say to me that i'm just to quiet.

no matter what i do,
no matter where i am,
no matter who are around me,
i'll never be able to make a good long-lasting impression.

haiish. better to stop it,
rather than continue and get called irritaing.
better to stop it and be asked a whole lot less questions.
better to stop it, and skip the hassle of answering and explaining.
better to stop it, and get hurt less.
better to stop it, before anyone gets hurt.
better to stop it, and not care anymore.
maybe, i should ...................

i'm getting too emo again,
SOMEONE,
please.
please.
please,
stop me from watching anything with any sadness inside.
guess how much i cried while watching a simple reunion scene between 2 people.
and the film / movie called...
"Taare Zameen Par"

So, don't try to change me~
Why would you change me?
"if it were to make a turn for the WORST."

Change me by Akon ft. Keri hilson

Social defence 3e1

2010-03-17T19:24:00.000-07:00

and, I'm the runaway green gadis melayu♥

Project work rocks!
i just returned home,
after we finished filming the video for the Malay project.
:D
just now was fun!

even though,
we took longer than what was expected,
:P

and, I'm the runaway green gadis melayu♥
will upload the video here,
once it's edited finished.
:DDD

taking candid and formal photos was UBER awesome just now.
hahhahah~

ok, so...
i finished the video for the English project yesterday.
^^v

this is the video that the ABOCR group has done for the English project.
:D
i quite like the way that it turned out.
especially the TING! and the unglam ttm moment with Cassandra.
xD

If i never see your face again by Maroon 5

2010-03-15T06:15:00.000-07:00

ALICE IN WONDERLAND.

How to train your dragon will be next,
:DDD

Happy Belated Birthday to Rayyan~
^^

Spent the day with Sabrina, Rayyan and Azri at ViVo.
(:
we watched Alice In Wonderland.
and i must tell you, it was AWESOME.
:D

even though i laughed a lot,
and alone.
it was the BOMB.
woots.
worth my money.
though, i really think i should have really watched Sherlock Holmes.

Alice In Wonderland, had parts that resembled,
Pokemon, 300, Harry Potter, Narnia, Spartans, Pirates of the Caribbean, Corpse Bride, Happily Never After, Princess Diaries, Eragon and many many more.

i was edging in my seat, wishing that Mad Hatter and Alice would stay together in Wonderland,
and get MARIED.
while the other people watching the movie in the cinema was mostly voting for a kiss.
gahhhx~
why alice? WHY?!

i still feel that 2 hours is too short a time for Alice In Wonderland.

i really like movies where Tim Burton and Johnny Depp work together.
Especially Tim Burton's way of directing.
Mysterious, Eerie, Suspenseful, Dark humour and Hilarious.
:D
and Johnny Depp's way of acting is WOW.
^^
has his own style.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

If i never see your face again by Maroon 5
^^
heard this song in Mini Toons.
(:

I'm not your toy by La roux

2010-03-11T04:48:00.000-08:00

oh, nobody knows how much i miss the old times.

I LOST MY ERASER!
):
at first, it was hidden under my friend's pencil box,
i spent a whole period worrying about it.
i ransacked my table and my entire bag.
and, I found it on her table.

AND THEN.
i left it on my table for ONE freaking second,
when, i turned my attention back to it again,
IT WAS MISSING AGAIN.
urgh,

was pissed off during the whole ocial Studies lesson.
urgh,
what did i ever do wrong,
till my eraser had to be abducted?
):

oh well,
haiish.
today was the last day of my genderang workshop.
had a blast~
:D

i WANT more workshops like this.
and for a longer period of time can?
maybe for our post exam activities?
(((:

can we have a CCA based on traditional malay music?
or maybe, malay dance?
:P
k fine,
i know that it's already too late for me to join.
xD
next year already sec 4.
-.-

notenote:
i hate discrimination,
there is NO difference between Express, NA and NT ok?
urgh.
what's wrong with mixing around?
even though, we are all different streams,
there's no need for us to be grouped according to our academic status ALL THE TIME.

damn it,
who was the smart alec who grouped students into E, Na, and Nt?
and people who look down on Na or Nt?
lame lar.
-.-

stereotypes SUCK.
urgh.
i need a brainwashing machine a.s.a.p.
gahhh~

whoosh!
I'm not your toy by La roux

Alice in Wonderland

2010-03-06T17:55:00.001-08:00

anything is possible, if you just believe.

:D
i want to watch Alice In Wonderland.
pleasepleaseplease.
though i know, this may seem like last time,
when i wanted to watch Sherlock Holmes.
>.<
in the end, i didn't watch Sehrlock Holmes.
arghhhhhhh~

so, I'm back on track.
just realised that i've been thinking far too much.
that, i lost track of the time i lost, and all the people i've sidetracked or hurt.
i'm really, really sorry.
i should have looked onto the positive side of life.
instead of thinking about all the negative stuff that had happened or is going to happen.

youknow,
when you're feeling down or sad.
you try to get away from people.
hide, and just do some soul searching.

but, there are people who help you through this time of need.
without saying anything too.
they're just THERE.
by your side.
even though, they don't know what you've been through.
(:

so, i guess...
i'd better do my homework.
hahhah~
left one more piece,
and 3 research(s).
gahhhx~
>.<

Om shanti om / Yellow by Coldplay

2010-03-01T03:22:00.000-08:00

don't you care about anyone or anything anymore?

i really should be doing my homework now.
:P

i borrowed a few books that i have borrowed from the school library.
hahahh~
but, i had to pay $1.40 for my past year's library fines.
>.<

today is Suzy's 15th Birthday btw,
(:
Happy birthday huns~
anything that is bothering you, you can talk it out with me,
do smile more aye? :D

i need help in PHYSICS.
it sucks.
i don't understand it.
i miss biology.
i don't like being the physics rep, where the teacher will most of the time call out your name for answers to the questions that i donn't even understand how to do.

URGH!
i want bio. i miss bio. i need bio. i don't want phy. i don't like phy. i hate phy.
all that calculation.
formulas.
misleading numbers.
need i say more?
>.<

turns out, i can only study when i'm not at home.
because the freagging COMPUTER is distracting me.
and tiredness comes running into me, as soon as i step on the bus to go home.
-.-

OM SHANTI OM and Yellow by coldplay.

Do you remember by Jay sean ft. Lil jon, Sean paul

2010-02-26T07:06:00.000-08:00

i want more Genderang workshops!

:D
i want to learn how to play the Gendang Sunda,
it is SO much fun.
you all ought to try it.
♥

i actually didn't plan on going to school today,
but was forced into going by my mum~
>.<
sooo, i managed to do a decent english compo in 30 mins!
:D
and mind you, a DECENT compo.
not those slip shot ones.

got on the bus quite late,
but managed to reach school on time
(:

i should really get help for my physics and maths and SS and POA.
urgh.
i'm falling way behind in these four subjects.

the Fire Drill at school was quite fun youknow.
and FYI.
we were NOT the only class there who brought down their bags FGS.
then, you asked Amaths pupil WHY.
you didn't probe more, just to ask at least an Emaths pupil for the answer.
FYI, only the Emaths pupils in my class brought down their bags.
-.-

WE BROUGHT DOWN OUR BAGS,
because the fire alarm went off when we just reached the classroom.
do you really expect us to go.
"GO! GO! run without your freaking bags!"
-.-
while the other people were seen sauntering their way out of the classes WITHOUT their bags.
>.<

what IF, you were walking up a staircase, and the fire alarm went off?
you wouldn't DROP you bag immediately, and make a run for it to the soccer field kan?
i mean, FGS, the bags would be an obstacles to all those people who are coming down.
urgh.
and don't evn try to explain to me that.

"There is a time and place for everything."
blah blah blah.
go listen to Ke$ha ft. 3OH!3's Blah blah blah song lar.
-.-

i baked 2 batches of cookies today~
with and for my cousins♥
(:

me and suzi spent the whole walk from the front gate of school to the bus stop,
discussing about forehead kisses.
xD
fun to the max uh hunns~
(:
i am amy's bini btw.
i'm bootie, and she's boobie.
xD
cool kan?
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

suzi.
*muacks*
afifah just kissed her on her forehead.
xD

do you tend to look more on people's good points or their bad points?
or both?
maybe, you are the type who tends to not even care about the person's personality, and just hang out with them, just for their fame, looks, personality or even revenge.
O.O

let's put it in another view.
would you want people to look more on your god points or bad points?
OBVIOUSLY, the good points.
Am i right?
imagine, if you did the exact same thing to another person.
(looking more on their bad points)
they would feel uber frustrated with you, and there will also be a possibility of their self esteem dropping precariously at much more lower heights.

but, still remembering their bad points is quite a good thing too.
depending on what you do with that kind of perspective.
if you plan to help tham to improve on their bad points.
congratz to you my friend. (:
but, if you condemn them, based on their bad points, they will feel much more crushed. and you will lose quite a lot of the trust that they have placed in you.

so, what i'm saying here is,
do not,
i repeat...
do not do things, that may hurt you if other people did the same thing to you, which can cause hurt to other people's feelings and self esteem.
Because, you OBVIOUSLY, wouldn't want the same thing to be happening to you too right?

Do you remember by Jay sean ft. Lil jon & Sean paul

Alejandro by Lady gaga

2010-02-20T08:04:00.000-08:00

almost back to normal, i think.

i found my Ez-Link card!
:D
unexpectedly in the pocket of my pants.
idk how it survived the washing machine *rollercoaster ride*.
xD

suddenly, water seems SUPERappealing to me.
O.O
especially plain water~
:D
that's good right?
:P

i really should be doing my homework now.
and also, i should be paying back my sleep debt.
AND, paying more attention during Physics and Maths lessons.
i still don't understand Chapter One of Physics (Measurements),
and how to apply whatever that i have learnt this year for Maths.
>.<

i find my blog boring nowadays,
and i have the great urge to change blogskins whenever i feel like it.
:P
should be fun.
and time wasting.
great.
:D

surprisingly, I found Alejandro by Lady Gaga quite interesting.
^^
the first thing that caught my attention was actually the song title.
and it's pronounciation.
:D
Alejandro is pronounced as A-le-han-dro.
i think it's hispanic.
(:

Hey, soul sister by Train

2010-02-10T05:14:00.000-08:00

i have a sudden urge to bake cupcakes.

cupcakes anyone?
(:
this whole week,
i've been thinking all about cupcakes.
NOT about eating them.
but, about baking them.
:D
i want to bake mini-mini ones.
or BIG-BIG ones uh?
:P

this morning,
was called out of class...
for a whole lecture of WHY people shouldn't copme late for schjool.
i mean,
HELLO! i came late 3 times.
and out of 3 times,
i had reasons for 2 of thosetimes.
because of the FREAKING BUS.
SUPERfull.
slow.
late.
MOSHHPITS.
need i say more?
-.-

what else can i do?
i only have 2 buses at my stop that can reach school.
99 and 185.
99 takes at LEAST half an hour to reach or 1 hour max.
O.O

and 185,
full to the max uh.
if i can squeeze in,
i'll be a happy girl.
if i come to school on time,
i'll be the happiest.

or WRITE A LETTER TO SBS TRANSIT?
o.o
or maybe, change my route to school.
(go interchange and catch the readily available buses,)?
and spend more money on bus fares,
>.<

what ever lar eh?
i guess, for now.
i'll just have to get out of my house at 6:15.
or earlier?
or later.
depends on my wake up time.

I'm in love with this guy (Thaqif's) version of
Hey, soul sister originally by Train.

I can transform ya by Chris brown ft. Lil wayne, Swizz beatz

2010-02-08T08:09:00.000-08:00

i should be doing my homework now.

i got my new specs.
^^
and i must say,
i'm not that used to it yet...
i miss my contacts.
:P

but, the advantage of specs is...
i can sleep.
anyways,
you CANNOT(must not)
sleep with your contacts on.

i will need to push up my specs,
because they keep sliding down every few minutes/seconds or so...
>.<

i just realised that it's already 12++.
which means that...
it's already TUESDAY.
i will be having my NAPFA test later on.
2.4km run.

i heard that the lower sec will be having theirs in APRIL.
no fair aye.
they will have 2 extra months to prepare.
*ngomm*

I WANT TO WATCH PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN.
(the whole entire series)

I can transform ya by Chris brown ft. Lil wayne & Swizz beatz

Spotlight by Gucci mane ft. Usher

2010-02-05T17:03:00.000-08:00

my left eye is swollen like a tomato. I hate tomatoes.

i didn't go to school yesterday.
due to my swollen left eye.
damn it.
because of dehydration and my habit of rubbing my eye.

soo,
went to see the doctor.
she gave me eye drops and the frag eye cream.
i must apply the eye cream INTO my eye.
>.<

so,
i spent the whole day at home.
-.-
and messsaged the people at school.
i think i slept of boredom at 8pm.
record sey.

i wonder what happened at school.
what subjects i missed,
what test results i didn't get to know.
what scolding/HAPPENINGS i missed.
and all the rest of the stuff that i didn't get to know.
O.O

Spotlight by Gucci mane ft. Usher

One more chance by Will.I.Am

2010-02-03T04:47:00.000-08:00

do you have zero tolerance for Maths/Physics just like me too?

i glanced at the maths questions ONCE,
and gave up.
obviously very pissed off with all those...
hard, ignorant questions staring back at me blankly.
out of 4 LOONG questions.
i only knew the answers to question 3.
which could only earn me 2 marks (manimum).

after that...
i flipped over the paper, and continued to read my book.
wth right?
i just don't understand one single thing at all~
>.<
i know i should really do my best in my studies, and give it my best shot.
but, HOW?
if i lose interest and confidence at the very START of the paper.
O.O

finally,
I'm finishing my DnT sunglasses project.
^^
BUT,
i accidentally broke the acrylic.
die.
T.T

and i'm facing a new problem now.
on the 9th is the NAPFA 2.4km run.
on the 10th i have CNY rehearsal.
on the 11th i have hip hop (CCA).

i have to go to CGH (Changi General Hospital),
for my 2nd DnT project.
and they only offer TWO dates to go there.
which is on the 10th or the 11th.

IF, i don't go to the CNY Rehearsal or Hip Hop training...
i will be dropped out of the CNY performance.
what should i do?
or,
won't it be better if i wasn't in the performance at all?
*i'm thinking, i'm thinking...*
I'm still thinking.

One more chance by Will.I.Am

It's not over by Secondhand Serenade.

2010-02-01T03:05:00.000-08:00

it's like a crab, teaching another crab to walk STRAIGHT.

no use right?
i mean...
i stopped what i was happily doing,
just to make you happy.
then, you go do the same thing.
-.-
you should go take your own advice too.

and one more thing.
i dislike people who don't say things straight to your face.
i mean,
if they are unhappy with something that someone has done...
do not go around whispering and gossiping.
if you want to,
keep your comments to yourself.
don't ever make it known.
isn't it easier that way?

notice that i don't like to use the word HATE?
know why?
because it is an extremely strong word.

i feel SUPERtired.
i feel like quitting all my CCA(s) and start on my homework early.
so WHAT.
call me a geek?
nerd?
whatever lar,
i just don't want to fail and get into a worse position than what i already am in now.

afifah has GOT to stop procrastinating.
throw away the computer and handphone.
and start drowning herself in homework.
otherwise,
I'll end up doing last-minute work and getting more sleep debt.

this year, bus 185 has evolved tremendously.
they have included MOSHPITS!
woahh,
cool aye?
i think i'll have to get out of the house as early as 6am from now onwards.
*note to self*

BTW,
if i keep quiet...
doesn't mean that i give my consent.
or LIKE what ever thing _______...
-.-
just because i don't look at you or respond,
doesn't mean that i like it. OR i just pretended to not hear you.
CHILDISH RIGHT?
because, obviously...
i'm nt smiling / ignoring you.
i'm stating TWO different situations here.
so, go figure.
if you can, CONGRATZ!♥
>.<

It's not over by Secondhand Serenade.

Icebox by Omarian

2010-01-31T08:30:00.000-08:00

I want to fall asleep while looking up at the Big & Beautiful Bulan tonight.

i miss my cousins.
it's been over a month that i haven't seen them sey.
oh gosh~
i must make time to see them all.
(:

so,
i've been doing ONE piece of homework.
for the last 9 days.
it's about Poverty in Africa.
maybe, it's partly because...
i keep procrastinating.

AND.
i haven't finished my DnT yet.
wtg.
>.<
afifah!
go drown yourself in some homework.
instead of slacking in front of the computer.

soo...
i have this theory that...
when,
people are happy, i'll be going through a rough time.
when i'm happy, people will be going through a rough time.
hmm,
and it seems that.
i seem to be making their problems worse.
):

afifah.
afifah.
afifah.
should go to sleep and stop having all these weird/harmful thoughts.

dah lar,
anyhooo...
i'm off to complete my english assignment which is due tomorrow.
(:

this song,
currently...
suits me.
^^

Icebox by Omarian

Brick by boring brick by Paramore

2010-01-30T00:41:00.000-08:00

it's like stabbing yourself in the heart and still not feeling the pain.

i can really relate to this song,
even though i wasnt even a Paramore fan,
i just adore this song SUPERmuch.
(:

Hayley Williams looks better with blonde hair,
that's my opinion luh.
what's yours?
:P

i played Hockey in the house today.
1 versus 1.
hahahah~
with my younger bro(s).
^^

i miss eating Ice Cream.
i miss my Atap Chee flavour,
plus Choco flavour.
waaaaahh~
:D

currently,
i should be doing my homework.
most importantly my English and my DnT,
but...
i'm procrastinating.
(purposely/not purposely)?
i also don't know.

i want to eat.
i'm sooo hungry.
and craving for Burger King.
O.O
but Choco ice cream might be able to substitute.
:P

Brick by boring brick by Paramore

Brick by boring brick by Paramore

2010-01-29T05:48:00.000-08:00

it's like stabbing yourself in the heart and still not feeling the pain.

i can really relate to this song,
even though i wasnt even a Paramore fan,
i just adore this song SUPERmuch.
(:

Hayley Williams looks better with blonde hair,
that's my opinion luh.
what's yours?
:P

iamsodead,
tryingtohideeverything,
holdingontothatonelittlepieceofsecurityleft,
whichissothefragile,
thatitmightbreakintoathousandlittlepieces,
ifidoanythingwrong.
evenifithurts,
iwontriskallthetimespent.
sowhatdoido?
noconfrontationspleaseihatethose.
confrontationsusuallyendupkilling.
okdonehere.

coward?
whatever.
i love peace.
even if it costs me.
at least,
i'll know that the other people are in peace,
then, i'll be in peace too.

so, today's post is just CRAP.
if you understand,
just keep quiet ok?
(:
if you don't understand, just fakefake understand aye?
:D

Brick by boring brick by Paramore

Jika cinta dia by Geisha

2010-01-24T08:48:00.000-08:00

I LOVE ENDORPHINS!♥
-cause they reduce the sensation of pain.

why did i hear Jika Cinta Dia on Ria (89.7fm)?
it seems soo weird to hear it on radio.
especially on Ria.
O.O

I'm currently still up and awake.
doing my homework.
especially my DnT homework.
Danial says I'm dead, coz i have no freaking clue on how to do DnT.
*gosh*

i know I'm gonna fail my DnT.
plus, social studies, geography, maths, malay, chem, PHYSICS, english.
oh wait,
those are all the subjects that I'm taking.
WTH.
>.<

suddenly,
I'm craving for more GREEN stuff.
O.O
oh please,
i don't wanna be a Green MonsterManiac.
or, do i?
:P

anywayy,
i found 4 other people who like GREEN.
♥
wheee~
i know that GREEN is a nice colour.

just looking/thinking of GREEN makes me feel happy or happier.
hahahha~
i think I'm already too obsessed with it.
O.O

Jika cinta dia by Geisha

Good morning by Chamillionaire

2010-01-20T05:11:00.000-08:00

Physics is HARD to understand, can i change to Biology?

My eyebags are getting more visible.
>.<
*see them?*

a lot of things have happened since my last post~
(:
my homework is endless.
my nights are spent sleeping.
my bus rides in a daze.
my CCAs a whirl of fun.

should i change my phone?
from Nokia 3120.
to Nokia E52.
hmmm,

the new phone has NO GAMES.
):
and it can't save birthdays anymore.
plus, i can't type without looking at the keypad anymore.
*haish*

BUT, it has some good points too.
such as it's sound quality.
3.2 MGPix.
rather than my previous 2.0 MGPix.
and it can hold a 4GB memory card.
compared to my 2.0 curent one.

AND!
it has an ENGLISH dictionary.
one that i can understand,
and use at times of need, on the go.
wheeee~

Good morning by Chamillionaire

You were my everything by Aviation

2010-01-11T02:35:00.000-08:00

identity crisis. get the facts right, before you accuse anyone of anything.

on the 10th of January.
was Along's 18th Birthday.
(:
spent the day shopping at Bugis with her.

actually, we planned to catch a movie.
but, since it was a Sunday.
the movie plan was postponed.

Along♥ treated me to that nicenicenice jacket.
:D
thn, bought a dress, 1 shirt and a belt.
i lovelovelove the jacket,
^^

school life nowadays are hectic and tiring.
>.<
i wonder how am i suppose to endure the upcoming months.
but, i know everything happens for a reason.
something good will happen in the end.
:D

on the 14th.
there's going to be a CCA Exhibition at Hua Yi.
hope the secondary one(s) will enjoy it, and will join the CCA's.
wheeeeeee~
^^

You were my everything by Aviation

Everybody nose by N.E.R.D. / Shots by LMFAO ft. Lil jon

2010-01-09T09:29:00.000-08:00

It is really important to have the right(positive) attitude in life.

Just now...
i participated in a competition.
i danced with my ZB5.
hahahh~
they all soo the gerek mancxz.
:D

Th competition was in Republic Poly.
Everyone danced GREAT.
1st - Fantastic force.
2nd - Funky Styler(s/z)?
3rd - 30T crew.
Congratulations to you guys~
and the great effort put in by the other groups.
(:

i wanna improve my dance techniques, skills, efficiency.
i wanna glamour-ise ZEPHYR's name.
i wanna dance my heart out with my team 1.
i wanna bigger budget given by the school for our CCA,
so that we can buy better stuff for our performances,
thus we will look good (and feel good on stage).
i wanna learn new choreography.
i wanna dance to new songs.
i wanna go to more dance competitions.
i wanna watch people dance, and see how i can dance to be as good,
or even better than them. WOW! (this would be SUPER-awesome.)

anyhoo...
went home early, after the competition.
(:
the rest went to Bishan.
for the H20 competition.
i headed home with Fateh,
who was also heading the same way.
(:

btw,
Happy Birthday ALONG!♥
haahhah~
18 years old aye?
dh boleh tgk crite M18.
tapi blom boleh tgk criter R21.
xD
cheyy...
FAKE.

Everybody nose by N.E.R.D.

Shots by LMFAO ft. Lil jon

Twilight parody By The hillywood show

2010-01-05T09:19:00.000-08:00

The importance of Respect.

Missed three 185 buses in less than 10 mins.
WTG!
thn, there was no more 185 bus for the next 20 mins.
2 busses came, but both 185(s) were packed.
good thing there is 181.
can change bus halfway.
:D

This year's timetable is the opposite of great.
clashes with my CCAs.
and all the heavy subjects (aka, thick books)
are smoshed into one day.
>.<

how can i managed to lug all those books to school?
boarding a bus that is frequently full.
*hancur*
-.-

and i like my form teacher.
i mean, like (Respect).
likeee, look up to.
^^
cheycheychey*

i feel like re-reading the whole of the twilight saga.
should i?
(:

i wanna buy new pencilbox.
purple? green? colourful?
xD
then,
confirm later...
full of rubbish inside.
hahah~

This is a 'Twilight' parody By The hillywood show.
^^
but i like their New Moon parody too.
:P

If tomorrow never comes by Ronan keating

2010-01-04T05:57:00.000-08:00

It's not about how good i am, it's about how good i can do.

(i THINK, this is it. quoted from the SuperTeen workshop)

today,
was the first official day of school.
*clapclapclap*
4 January lands on a monday.
And,
Mondays usually come too soon.
:P

soo,
it rained.
-.-
i rushed over to my cousin's house (next block),
to lend her my Physics textbook.
then, i borrowed umbrella.
(:

met ariany at the bus stop~
i LOVE her fringe~
sooo cute sey.
:D

185 was packed.
until we reached the Westwood bus stop.
(as usual).
especially THIS year...
when there will be more people (the new sec 1's)

spent almost the whole school day...
(7:30am - 6pm)
in a workshop.
a Super Teen workshop.
with Ernest Wong, Peter Lau and Ken.
^^
one word: FUN!♥
hahahah~

http://www.peter-lau.com/

This year,
i got into 3E1~
(:

i'm trying not to regret taking up,
Physics, A maths and POA.
O.O
*gosh*
insya'allah, i can do it.
:D

If tomorrow never comes by Ronan keating

Sway by Michael buble

2010-01-01T09:50:00.001-08:00

Can i please steal you from negativity?

(I'm out of words)

Happy New Year everyone~
♥
how was your countdown this year?
better than the previous years or worse?
:O

sooo,
my new year resolution is to be more Optimistic.
and my NEW goal is to,
save up money for shopping,

preferably,
for year end sales,
so,
i'll get more than what i'll have money for.
whheeeeeeeeeeeeee~

my homework is...
(fill in the blanks)
at least,
now i understand my SS homework.

BUT,
i have no freagging idea/clue,
on how to do my English homework.
It's on Speak Good English.

and i DON'T have Strait times newspaper.
as i don't read it.
GARPU.
how do i do my Newspaper Review then?
>.<

Sway by Michael buble.
he rawk~ \m/

Ordinary people by John legend

2009-12-28T09:40:00.000-08:00

Can i get rid of THE on/off button? :\

fascination: The capability of eliciting intense interest

I want to go to the Quest For Immortality: The World Of Ancient Egypt
at The Singapore National Museum.
BUT...
the exhibition is only till the 4th April 2010.

you know what...
i've had a fascination for,
Ancient Egypt / Greece / Rome.
^^v
since i was primary 2?
:P

i wanna have a twomovierace.
like i did last time with ariany!♥
xD
this time, i want to watch...
Avatar then, Sherlock Holmes.

O.O
SH!
Sherlock Holmes!
♥♥♥

John Legend is a Legend.
Wheee~
This is Ordinary people by John legend.

Green light - John legend ft. Andre 3000

2009-12-25T22:54:00.000-08:00

no, its NOT worth it. :S

fare: To get along, To go or happen

soo, how do i fare?
in my cooking skilss?
:O
i think i suck.
gagags~
my bro is much more PRO.
damnit.

it's been raining a whole lot lately~
even as i'm typing this out,
it's raining~
>:D

i'm stuck at homeee...
gagags~
i haven't even touched my homework,
SINCE...
9876325253096 ages ago.

1 week 2 days more to go~
till school reopens on the 4th jan.
^^
i wonder how the school year for 2010 will be like.
and my books are still scattered around.
-.-

i just cooked spaghetti,
and it tastes AWESOME♥
wheeee~
(my uncle's recipe, mestiluh sedaap)

this is GREEN LIGHT by John Legend & Andre 3000
:D

My Love by The League

2009-12-20T09:13:00.000-08:00

just when i thought it was over, things started to get worse.

daft: Mad; crazy.Foolish; stupid.Scots. Frolicsome

life's getting more boring by the day.
wait.
did i say that in my previous posts too?
bleagh*
i'm too lazy to check out.

should i go?
on the 23rd Dec.
2nd Zephyr outing.
gagags~
*gosh*
i'm having 2nd thoughts.

should i edit blogskins?
i'm like SUPERBORED.
should i change my blogskin every 2 days?
hahahah~
tag me, if you think i should.
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

my cousin's have just started a Jamming Studio.
do, check them out yeahx?
:D
thank you very very much if you do.

location:
62a South Bridge Road, Level 2
Singapore (058692)

email:
studiogodbless@gmail.com
office:
+65 6532 6201

My Love by The League
Danial got me addcited to this song.
gagags~

moymoypalaboy on Youtube2

2009-12-17T20:28:00.000-08:00

scissors, paper, stone!♥

ambivalent: uncertain or unable to decide about what course to follow

i want the Adobe Illustrator CS4.
iwant iwant iwant iwant iwant ...

i especially like xavqior's work pieces.
her illustrations are out of this world.
huhu^^

i want to learn.
vector.
gagags~

soo,
i just bought my new books for next year.
:D

turns out,
there were a lot lesser books than i thought there would be.
BUT.
their weight was.
woahhhh~
now, my shoulders are aching.

along~
uniqlo.
next week.
set?
♥!

next week wednesday,
will the the 2nd outing for Zephyr this school holiday.
=]
east coast~
and we'll be cycling.
^^v

this is MoyMoyPalaBoy's 2nd tv commercial.
:D
i still like roadfill(?) WILD hair.
awesome right?
pause at 0:17.
:P

The lion sleeps tonight:

Earthquake by Little boots

2009-12-15T22:18:00.000-08:00

i can remember days, things weren't always this way.

boredom: A severe disease infecting millions of people all over the world is which they constantly exhibit certain behaviours like lack of movement, construction of various pointless structures, doodling and talking about pointless things

i never knew that boredom could get even boring than it currently is.
urgh!
playing 4 RPG games simultaneously, ain't working.
gagags~

yesterday,
i went out with Hafiz, Ellysa , Skippy, Hafiz, Loopy, Momo and Shahrul.
Woodlands's Causeway point.
Hafiz bought me a Green Dickies Bag.
^^
thanks yeahx?

sooo,
i STILL don't have the mood to do my holiday assignments.
gagaaaags~
and my school books for next year?
this friday.
(:

i want, want, want to go to Uniqlo at 313 Somerset.
Fafann!
How can you go there, without bringing me too.
nooo fair.
*hmph*
(there's next time)
wakaka~

this is Earthquake by Little boots.
i Love, love, love her songs.
^^v

afifah{♥}

2009-12-09T09:22:00.000-08:00

I feel so tired, tired, tired.
I want to sleep, sleep, sleep.
i want my bed, bed, bed.
My pilow too, too, too.
I want to dream awayy~
Close my eyes and go to sleep.
Dream of dreams, dreams, dreams.
Not nightmares~~~

Day N Nite by Kid Cudi

2009-12-02T20:35:00.000-08:00

The simplest things in life are the greatest.

fun: Enjoyment; amusement

WHEEE~
i was treated to ice skating at Kallang, yesterday.
there were four of us.
^^

very fun.
especially the part where we fell down,
mostly on purpose.
(:

then,
we went to Paya Lebar to get some work done.
stayed there for an hour.

and was treated to Ramen Ten at Clementi.
huhu^^
ate a lot of sushi there.
loved the ebi(prawn) fry.
and also the Blue Lime Soda.
O.O
♥

was full till _____.
fill in the blanks with the most POWERFUL,
full sensation that you know.
hahah~

then,
took a cab home.
*Messenger*
xD
-inside story-

i still need to buy new shojes for TOMORROW's event.
gahhh~
and i haven't traded the dress yet.
alamak.
better hurry up then.
(:

Day N Nite by Kid Cudi

Replay by Iyaz / Cinta pertama by Bunga citra lestari

2009-12-01T05:00:00.000-08:00

Making good decisions takes time.

confusion: mistake, assemble without order or sense; jumble

it's easy to get confused,
especially when you're not paying attention.
*nyehhh*

just counted the TOTAL amount of money needed,
to buy my next year (Sec 3) stuff.
a whopping $307.
:O
*gosh*
anyone got any Sec 3 book that you're not using.
(:

6 more days till the Sentosa outing.
i'm still wondering what wil happen.
i mean,
my class outing and my cca outing.
is on the same day/time/place.
woahhh~
coincidence or what.

i need new heels,
for the upcoming D&D,
gahh~
and also a new bag.
dah lagi pokai.
>.<

i love the choruses of BOTH songs.
^^

Replay by Iyaz

Cinta pertama by Bunga citra lestari

TiK ToK by Ke$ha

2009-11-28T08:52:00.000-08:00

with love, i stand. in love, i fall.

nostalgic: Bittersweet longing/memories(s) of the past.

some things are very nostalgic.
you know, likee...
watching an old film classic.
or maybe listening to a song (reminding you of someone).
(:

watched the 4pm bollywood film on Vasantham.
wheee!
it's been ges since i've settled down to watch TV.
especially with my mum.
:D

we watched JhoomBarabarJhoom.
the storyline was great.
it turned out as expected.
but, the plots were very WOAH~
^^
*recommended*

maybe,
next i should watch P.Ramlee directed/acted films.
(:
recommend me any great shows of his.
maybe i haven't watched before.
^^

this is TiK ToK by Ke$ha.
her new hit single.

Jangan menyerah by dMasiv

2009-11-27T08:28:00.000-08:00

controversies going on in my head.

controversies: Disputes, especially a public one, between sides holding opposing views

my brain has been having controversies.
you know,
kinda like the angle VS. the devil.
woahh~

desicions are HARD to make.
especially if you're a Libra who is VERY undesicive.
hmmm,
after a lot of survey-ing,
i finally came up with a desicion.

am trying very hard not to repeat my past mistakes.
hopefully things will turn out for the better.
i can't give up,
i WON'T give up.
(:

Jangan menyerah by dMasiv.

Gives you hell by The all-american rejects

2009-11-24T00:19:00.000-08:00

When afifah sees GREEN.

ephiphany: the sudden realization or comprehension of the (larger) essence or meaning of something

"found the last piece of the puzzle and now sees the whole picture,"
i just had an ephiphany.
woahh~
pure awesome-ness.
:D

soo, yeah.
I'm offcially bored.
and rotting at home.
can't go out.
gagagag~

Tyson ritter is HOT!
♥
him with his blue eyes, goofy-ness, and tousled hair.
woah.
Gives you hell by The All-American Rejects(:

Full narrative version:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4SL8GIqhrhI

Full performance version:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NtIPmGwKlzo

She wil be loved by Maroon 5

2009-11-23T06:45:00.000-08:00

Laughter is the closest distance between people.

Barista: usually a coffee-house employee

Dirty Little Secret:
I'd prefer to work as a barista at McCafe,
HAHAHAHAH~
LOL !
wheee~
inspired.
and awestruck.
:O
♥

bored at HOME.
i want to go out.
but, I'm out of money.
gagagagag~

i want to watch New Moon.
anyone knows when it comes out in cinemas in Spore?
tag me.
i very the malas(lazy) to find out by myself.

Woahh, my room is turning GREEN-er by the days.
^^
i LOVE.
anymore green things i MUST have in my room?

i wonder how next year i going to be.
hmm,
i already bought a GREEN organizer,
which i SWEAR,
I'm going to use, everyday.
If not.
dot dot dot

can't wait for the Zephyr's outing.
^^
2 more weeks.
:D

after millions of times listening to this song.
i've never otten tired of it, YET.
hahhaha~
She will be loved by Maroon 5.
♥ the Hawt lead singer.

Almost, but by Sleeq

2009-11-20T06:24:00.000-08:00

tomorrow is Open House at Hua Yi.

Craze: To become mentally deranged or obsessed; go insane.

I'm a GREEN lover.
too in LOVE with GREEN.
everything must green.
last2, my room is turning GREEN-er.

note to someone:
you should really give it a go.
if you don't,you won't find out.
better to find out the truth,
rather than wonder in vain.

ARTS CAMP WAS A BLAST.
i really want to have arts camp again.
can we? please. please. please.
this time, 3D2N.
cheyy~

Almost, but by Sleeq
i want to find the lyrics of the song.
gagagagg~

moymoypalaboy on Youtube

2009-11-15T08:07:00.000-08:00

time to let go of the past, right?

relationship: A particular type of connection existing between people

someone asked me.
what are 5 things that you look for in a guy?
here's my answer:
imperfect, love me back, personality, trust, great sense of humour.
why imperfect?
so that other girls won't kejar him too.
jajajs~
and i'll be loving his imperfections.

from 17-21.
i'll be going to school.
FIVE days staight.
*faints*
17-18 ARTS camp. :D
19 sports extravaganza.
20 rehearsal for open house.
21 OPEN house for Hua Yi Secondary School.

the curly wurly haired guy : Roadfill.
sooo cute mancxz.
hahah~
first sight, already attracted to him.
gagags~
^^v

Girlfriend

Bartender

Pump it

Fallin' out by Keyshia cole

2009-11-13T05:23:00.000-08:00

how did we end up here this way?

feelings:emotional or moral sensitivity

YAY!!!
got my course F.
♥
people taking FG = 15
people taking HI = 14+
most likely combine into ONE class.
:D
sadly,
i'm gonna miss 2E2.
):

was SUPER DUPER hyperly happy when i found out that i got my first choice.
COURSE F!
♥
dnt, dnt woots.
phychem, phychem epic fail.
poa, poa, maybe baby.

i prefer 94.2FM to any other radio stations.
hahah~
Warnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i just realised that today is Friday the 13th.
nothing bad happened today.
except that.
the whole day was extraordinarily COLD.
brrrrr~

this is Falling out by Keyshia cole.

Te amo by Rihanna

2009-11-09T08:58:00.000-08:00

who falls for the SAME trick again? {me -.-}

te amo: I love you

I, Nurul Afifah Bte Azman.
fell for the same trick.
AGAIN.
and it has been two times.

i keep wondering.
how people get OTHER people's email addresses / phone numbers.
amazing right?
hahah~
through the AMAZING google(dot)com.
and friends.
xD

tomorrow is THE class outing to SENTOSA.
hahah~
;D
can't wait for it.
wonder how it's going to be.
FUN of course.
(:

how should i cook the (100 over) nuggets.
for the class outing.
fry it?
or any other cooking methods that are,
hassle-free, easier, faster, healthier?

anyone else play pet society?
add meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
at FaceBook.
hahah.
if you want to add uh.
no force.

listen to this song.
rihanna's not lesbian btw.
hahah~

Geek in the pink by Jason Mraz

2009-11-07T09:02:00.000-08:00

i don't care what you may think about me.

geek: enthusiast (a term of pride as self-reference

Jason Mraz!
My hawt Mr. A to Z.
hahah~
i love him and his songs mancxz.

i really, need to go shopping mancxz.
i have completely NO idea what to wear for the class outing.
At sentosa.
on the 11th Nov.
^^
Can't wait mancxz.

should i invest my money (kerr-ching), in specs?
or even more contact lenses?
hmmm,

Sec 3 camp next year.
hahah~
at Pulau Ubin mancxz.
should be fun right?
:D

the holidays are very...
*speechless*
boring.
blank.
bleahx.
tsk3.
I'd rather go out than stay home and ROT in front of the computer.

i want to watch movies mancxz.
anyone has any ideas of what movie that are worthwhile?
gahhx.
the best movies have age retsrictions.
who can accompany me and watch them?
hahah~
:p

my onsugar is DEAD.
i prefer blogger.
but...
should i change my blogskin?
hmmm,
maybe.
hahah~

13th Nov is approaching fast.
it's the day when the results of what subjects I'm gonna take next year.
have to go back to school mancxz.
but, still worth it.
because can go out.
hahah~!
and meet friends.

gosh!
i just realised that the MYSTERY 10:00 to be in school on next friday (in my phone) is actually.
ON THE 13TH.
hahah~
fifa slow.
>.<

GEEK in Pink.
watch it.

27

2009-10-27T07:59:00.000-07:00

someone should have stopped me from making THAT decision.

late: After the expected, usual, or proper time

today was a very slow-paced day.
in the morning.
there was an assembly.
with the sec 1-2-3.
amazing huh?
i would rather call it a rather spastic assembly.
out-of-the-blue.

good thing i changed my bag this morning,
as my NOW bag contained a tie.
^^
naseb...
i ended up trying to tie my tie PERFECTLY for the whole assembly.
and yet, till now,
it still isn't as perfect as last time.

the WHOLE assembly lasted half an hour more than it should.
as there was a prize presentation ceremony.

then,
had life sciences enrichment programme.
we would be growing an orchid plant from it's plant tissue culture.
BUT, contaminated it.
T.T

recess~
there were a lot of the tables missing.
i've been drinking a lot of GREEN tea lately.
idk whyyy~
but i have a very strong feeling that AYU started this.
:D
green tea is actually nicer than i thought.
thanks ayu.
*salute*
xD

went off to computer lab for robotics lesson.
had fun playing with computer.
hahahah~
the teacher kept locking our computers so that we all won't be distracted from the lesson.
;P

spent 4 hours at school doing nothing.
before that,
went to 7-11 to buy foodies.
went back to school.
met {chacha!
and found out that there was something going on in West Mall.

went there for likee...
FIVE minutes,
and went off to go jalan2 at west mall.
was pokai.
nyny♥ belanja.

went back to school.
pranet teacher meet.
ALONG came too.
^^

talked with her throughout the briefing.
i think we talked TOO loud.
;p
*shush*

my mommy found out my results.
:S
i died because of my maths.
T.T

I tried by Bone thugs N Harmony ft. Akon

2009-10-25T23:25:00.000-07:00

Even though good things come to an end, it doesn't have to be a BAD end.

hope: To wish for something with expectation of its fulfillment or have confidence; trust.

finding out that something isn't going the way you wish it tobe.
some people may think that, THAT's the way life is.
i don't think so.
heartbreak. dashed hope. backstabbing/betrayal.
it SUCKS.
real bad.

it's not JUST about a person's feelings.
it's about all the people's feelings (those going to be included).
i know rules were set to mantan law/order.
but,
if deciding WITHOUT looking in the situation carefully.
that really IS injustice.

even though.
people always weigh on their first impression of someone.
it's not necessarily true.
second or maybe third impressions are the best.
just because you think badly of a person,
doesn't mean that (s)he is REALLY as you thought they are.

deoes it really take a lot?
just to know more about a person.
without relying on their first impression?

like,
being with your friend for years,
yet still.
you take them as a close friend.
yet,
behind your back,
they talk real bad about you.
with those kind of friends,
who needs enemies.

or those kind of acts which EVERYONE deep inside,
CAN'T take.
(as in...)
don't like. hate. don't prefer. regret doing. try to stay away from.

yeah,
YOU asked ME for help.
and yet,
you do all THIS.
hopefully the phrase,
What comes around, goes around.
is TRUE.

lying with yourself.
it's the most INHUMANE thing to do.
you'll regret it later on.
blaming on other stuff.
not wanting to face it.
YES, I'VE DONE THIS. A LOT OF TIMES.

my blog. my say. my feelings.
should this be implied?

^ *points upwards* that was spastic.

relationships.
you know like what...
people that have been broken up for years.
will try to make up for the lost times.
BUT. SOME people just don't get this.

AND, yes.
i DO regret a lot of things that I've done.
i mean, who doesn't?

I tried by Bone thugs N Harmony ft. Akon
this song is VERY meaningful.

Coca cola BRRR~

2009-10-22T08:01:00.000-07:00

I've never felt so alive, since the last EIGHT months.

zombie: a person whose behavior or responses are wooden, listless, or seemingly rote; automaton.

i've been living like a zombie for the last 8 months.
idk what happened.
but now, i feel like a NEWLY-recharged battery.
^^

Should i change my blogskin?

spending more time with my family and cousins IS a blast.
(:
i LOVE.

tomorrow.
i will be getting my EOY results.
and also,
find out whether i will be promoted.
oh em gee.
:S

today,
i went shopping at Malaysia.
skipped Hip-hop.
just so that i could go Malaysia.
WHY?
because,
it will be the SECOND time i visit malaysia THIS year.
pathetic kannx?
:P

i've been watching MORE, and more funny commercials on youtube.com.
:D

Coca cola advertisement A (africa)

Coca cola advertisement B1 (pakistan)

Coca cola advertisement B2 (pakistan)

She said, I said (Time we let go) by NLT

2009-10-08T02:27:00.000-07:00

Azli telah menyingkap Alrina kerana telah mepermainkan cintanya.

Regret:

*Do take note that menyingkap means OPEN.
hahahah~
i wrote this for my Malay paper 2.
oh em gee~
i'm gonna be soo dead.
surely,
streaming will be a hard situation this year.

i think,
my chances of moving on,
to sec 3 may be SLIM.
very slim.
maybe impossible?
oh gosh.

Maths and History.
ON THE SAME DAY.
how incredulous is that.
pfft.

--------------

10-11 october 2009.

slept over at my cousin's house.
^^
spent the night,
studying for my Maths paper 2.
found out that Maths is ACTUALLY not as hard as i thought.

couldn't sleep.
spend the time till 2am,
talking/chatting and laughing away while the rest slept.

left only the 4 of us,
my uncle, me, and my two cousins.
made a BET.
that,
whoever didn't sleep until 2 will be treated Mac by my uncle.
^^

exactly 2 o'clock.
we went out.
bring the house keys.
and locking everyone in the house.

bought 2 caramel frappe(s), 1 double choc and a hot mocha, and 2 cheesecakes.
^^

joked around.
talked about life, ghost stories.
tertiary studies, past memories~

and bet that we could eat the MEGA MAC meal WHOLE.
right then, and there.

suddenly,
it was 4am.
and they changed the menu.
T.T
sooo,
changed our minds.
and ate sausage mcmuffin(s) and fillet o fish with 3 drinks UPSIZED.
and lepaked there until 6:30 when one of us needed the TOILET.
hahahhah~
in total: 4 1/2 hours there ONLY.
if only it had been longer.

went home.
and dared that whoever sleeps first.
will be *sayang-ed*
hahahah~
one of us eventually dozed off,
and was showered with baby powder.
xD
kekek seh.

photos will be uploaded in my Facebook.
^^

i wonder what the staff at the PM Mac were thinking.
hahahah~

DENGAR2: Sentosa is IN Singapore.
hahahah~

the official video is:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fjTB7Zj5EmU&feature=channel

the song is:

Happy Birthday to you

2009-09-26T09:45:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to you.

Birthday: The anniversary of one's birth

gues who's birthday it is today?
hmmm,
^^

hahahah~
officially 14 beb.
(:

The big bouncing inflatable green ball by NigaHiga

2009-09-25T02:19:00.000-07:00

the ugly truth hurts and relieves you at the same time.

Truth: A statement proven to be or accepted as true

knowing the truth may either,
make you (feel better) or break you.
BUT,
the ugly truth will Break and Make you (feel better) at the same time.
which one is more worth it?

the exams are rushing in SUPERfast.
i still haven't start revising yet.
gosh*
what will happen to my overall results?
:|

the F1 race is opening on 27th September.
^^
and taufik batisah will be singing the National Anthem.
*taufik batisah sooo hawt.*
xD

i'm still in a dilemma over,
what subjects i want to take next year.
but i confirm want DnT.
only the science,
idk what to take up.
i heard that CHEMISTRY is compulsary.
is that true?

this is a video made by a TOP comedian at youtube, NIGAHIGA.
^^
*whuuuuut?*

Are you happy by Days difference

2009-09-22T06:30:00.000-07:00

If you're happy and you know it CLAP your hands.

Happiness: contentment; joyful satisfaction; felicity; blessedness.

Happiness.
WHO doesn't love happiness.
;p

spent the day after school with MoMo, Ayuu, KhaBir, Ianyy and JunWei
at JP's library.
fun?
gerek?
ok?
shiok?
hahahah~
*out of words*

the EXAMS are round the corner,
and i guess,
i'd better pull up my socks and cram KNOWLEDGE into my head.
gahhx*
wish me luck yeah?
jiayous for your exams too.

i still feel BROKE.
outtacash.
pokai,
GEE~
what's wrong.

are you happy?
damnit.
am I happy?
who is happy here?

If you're happy and you know it CLAP your hands

Everything's gonna be okay by Taylor beckett

2009-09-21T00:02:00.000-07:00

Colour, schmolour for Hari Raya clothes.

Anticipated: To feel or realize beforehand; foresee

i hadn't anticipated the coming Hari Raya (which was yesterday).
VERY plain.
unlike last year's.
got to *serbu* 4 houses only.
;p
i know it's not MAINLY about collecting duit raya.
but, still...
how can i NOT resist?

i've been thinking a LOT these days.
thinking about my past mistakes and what i've done and been doing.
gahhx.
i regret MOST of them a lot.
but,
there's no use crying over spilt milk.
right?
*if only time travel exists*

Below is a link to Kate Voegele's song, titles {99 times}.
it's superb mancxz.
plus,
she's SUPERtalented.
check her out ok?
(since the codes for embedding the vidoe is disabled, damnit)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A4KYZ36qFe4

and here's a vong {video+song}.
xD
of BrittaniLouiseTaylor's version.
but sung by,
Taylor Beckett.

the song IS worth a listen.
^^

Hari ini dan semalam by Sixth sense

2009-09-19T18:24:00.000-07:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA! ^^

celebration: The act of observing a day or an event with ceremonies

aww~
the much awaited day afetr a month-long of fasting.
^^
'celebration time come on'

how it seemed that fasting for a whole month seems soo long,
yet when it comes till the last day,
we realise that it is actually quite short.

and some people PANIC over what to wear.
and most of us flood to geylang.
where the mood is the BEST during the fasting month.

it's a time of forgiveness and new beginnings some people.
^^
mostly,
it's a time for collecting duit raya for the little ones.

Hari ini dan semalam by Sixth sense.
i still miss the lagu raya(s) by Allahyarham Tan Sri P.Ramlee though.
and Saloma. Aisyah. Uji Rashid. Sharifah Aini. and moree~

Facebook addict

2009-09-11T03:09:00.000-07:00

Everything is gonna be OK

addict: A devoted adherent; a fan

i think i MAY be addicted to Facebook.
haha.
how bout you?

went to school just now to meet Yaya and Fyqaa.
^^
had to complete a MATHS project.
it's called.
ZE BULLZEYE.
xD

Spent around 1 and a half hour in the bookshop.
just to browse through and see what we should buy.
spent most of the time playing though.
xD

we played with the paint.
penknife,
vanguard sheet.
and GLUE~!
the picture of the Ze Bullzeye will be uploaded in the next post yeah?
^^

i LOVE this song of their's.
sooo...
unique.
and very relatable.
Imma FACEBOOK addict.

Twiggy

2009-09-10T01:28:00.000-07:00

my part of the story was never heard

Androgynous:Being neither distinguishably masculine nor feminine, as in dress, appearance, or behavior.

Twiggy.
she was a HUGE supermodel in the 60s.
And was famous for her androgynous look and her signature makeup.

4 more days till monday.
i can't wait for school.
NOT because of the studying.
PLUS+ i haven't done my music and maths project(S).

my head is throbbing again.
maybe it's due to not enough sleep.
*throb*

i passed my FIRST AID COURSE!
^^
i now have a liscense to perform CPR.
but it's only valid for 3 years.

I've been passing my time by...
playing Pet Society on Facebook.
and watching various videos on YOUTUBE.
gahhxc.
i think i'm going crazy out of boredom.

anyone out there has a facebook account and plays Pet Society?
add me upp mancxz.
^^

i still haven't decide what colour i will be wearing for this year's
HARI RAYA.
;p
maybe it'll be purple.
or maroon.
maybe brown?
idk eyh.

SEVENTEEN more days.
^^

*fuck you lar eyh.asshole.you freagging guy.basterd.knnccb.*

If movies were real by Smosh

2009-09-07T06:49:00.000-07:00

old feelings die hard?

morose: Sullenly melancholy; gloomy.

awww...
you all know how some people have sudden mood-swings.
right?
it must have happened to us at least ONCE right?
:|
i hate that feeling.
it sucks to the core mancxz.

i LOST my September issue of TEENAGE.
:(
damnit.
till now,
i still can't find it.
maybe i have STM.
{Stort Term Memory}

recently,
i've been watching a lot of videos on youtube.
especially the comedies.
^^
VERY funny.

this is one of my favourite.
If movies were real by Smosh.
the guy at 2:30 is HAWT mancxz.
^^
i keep replaying the Twilight and Harry Potter scenes.
*ow, my english teabags.*
*no, i just play a lot of World Of Warcraft.*

Ris Low interview

2009-09-02T06:18:00.000-07:00

We used to laugh for fun, now the laughter's gone.

Outrageous: Extremely unusual or unconventional; extraordinary

Currently.
i should be doing my Home Econs Project,
which is due this friday.
and yet, i'm doing other nonsensical stuff.
damnit.
outrageous kannx?

tomorrow, there's going to be hip-hop.
we're going to break fast together~!
^^
yay!

i VOW to wake up early tomorrow morning.
and to go out of the house around 6-6:15.
and reach school before 7.
so that i can laze around~
;p

next week,
the WHOLE week school holiday.
HOW am i suppose to survive?
>.<
damnit.

Ris Low.
Miss Singapore World 2009.

and...
^^v
really funny.

Snakes on a plane (bring it) by Cobra starship

2009-09-01T09:28:00.000-07:00

I'm going down with flu, will i make it tomorrow?

infantile: Displaying or suggesting a lack of maturity; childish: infantile behavior; an infantile remark.

i hate people who have and infantile attitude / behaviour.
the VERY infantile (negative) ones.
not the funny-happy go lucky (positive) ones.

sorry for not updating.
i've been either too busy or too lazy to do so.

i have likee,
THREE projects that are due THIS week.
and i haven't even started on it.

this week, on monday.
i went back to my primary school for teacher's day.
we kept wandering around in the school.
checking the place out, level by level.
when it came to the library,
we went in it like nobody's business WITH our bags.
xD
then,
kena halau by the librarian.

went out of school,
to meet up with another old friend.
we went back in.
we came up to the computer lab to meet,
CIKGU SHARIFAH!
^^
imysm.

we spent ard half an hour there.
just chatting.
then,
ard 4pm.
we decided to head home.

by the time i reached home.
i plonked myself onto the bed.
>.<
was super duper tired.
i slpet like a log,
until it was time to break fast.

then, today (tuesday).
there was no school.
sooo,
went to meet up with the madrasah crew,
to discuss abhout the project.
but,
in the end.
we ended up doing nothing but playing around.
xD

i just realised that i have lost ALL my hair clips.
damnit.
i have no replacements.
>.<
how am i gonna do my hair for tomorrow?
...

i LOVE cobra Starship.
William is hawt mancxz.

ZOMBIE vs. kids

2009-08-24T05:47:00.000-07:00

You still make EMPTY promises

Exuberant: Full of unrestrained enthusiasm or joy; lavish; extravagant

:DD
i feel soo HYPER now.
idk what the exact reason is.

just now had HIPHOP.
picked THREE songs to dance to.
BUT, finally realised that it was too tiring/strenuous to do so.
in the end, must stick to the plan.

my legs are like literally HANGING off my hips.
;p
i swaggered my way home.
tsk3.

bought air khatira and strawberry pudding otw home.
SUPERsedap.
at the bazaar near Hua Yi.

i wonder what's going to happen tomorrow.
hmm,
there's going to be a rehearsal for the TEACHER'S day rehearsal.
due to the timeslot,
we are gonna buka puasa together~
^^

watch this hilarious video of the ZOMBIE vs. kids.

Usain Bolt's new world record {200m}

2009-08-22T00:26:00.000-07:00

Forbidden to remenber, terrified to forget

Morose: Sullenly melancholy; gloomy

Borrowed NEW MOON from yaya yesterday.
finished it last night~
^^

went to eat at PIZZA HUT with nyny yesterday.
went home at around 7?
*cockroach*
xD

today is the FIRST day of the fasting month.
{Bulan Ramadhan}
^^

Usain Bolt is A-MA-ZING.

26

2009-08-14T06:50:00.000-07:00

Things seem to be picking up

Apache: A thug; a ruffian.

i've always seen this word in MoMo-chan's phone.
cheyy.
MoMo-kun larr~
xD

soooo,
The NAPFA test on Thursday went quite well.
did better than last year.
jyeahh~!

unfortunately,
it clashed with Hip-Hop.
sooo,
we all urged the Sports Leaders and the Teacher-In-Charge to let us start earlier.
we rushed through the 5 stations without resting.
wheee...

then,
immediately went to hip-hop for the dance rehearsal.
there was a new instructor.
;D

now,
my arms are aching because of the immediate *continuous* dancing right after NAPFA.
gosh*

but,
it's soooo...
FUN.

25

2009-08-12T08:02:00.000-07:00

You'll get what you deserve, in time

Ode: A poem of noble intent.

ode,
Ode to my family by the Cranberries.
that was the song/poem,
that i had to analyse for literature earlier this year.
they are the same group who sang:
ZOMBIE~!

sooo,
was late un-purposely.
really.
unfortunately,
i got singled out as a frequent late-comer.
no fair sey.

thus,
had to spend 2 hours {internal suspension}.
subsequently missed 4 periods.
missed the crucial PE lesson.

NAPFA test is tomorrow,
damnit.
>.<
i think,
i may not be ready enough.

after school just now,
helped out a teeny little bit at the SBJ {Standing Broad Jump} area.

slacked off near the soccerfield.
then,
went home at around 6.

PEACH GIRL is sooooo addictive.
currently at episode 13 only.
can't wait to watch the remainng episodes.
*anxiety*
:D

National Day

2009-08-11T04:30:00.000-07:00

Running away from my problems, are only temporarily good.

Ephemeral: Fragile, or temporarily

Dreams are one of the most fragile things i've known.
in one single misstep/mistake,
things will come tumbling down and hit rockbottom.
gosh*
bad ain't it?

sooo,
yeah.
woke up at 11:19 in the morning.
had actually planned to wake up before 11 to watch,
One Minute of Fame.
was wanting to see Fantastic Kidz perform.
Arsyad looks kinda like Faris.
omo.
xD

Went out of home at 6:30.
went to Jurong West to meet up with sedare{s}.
saw this guy with THE,
LIME GREEN EARPIECE.
gosh*
i've been wanting those.
but my nokia phone can't seem to go along with it.
i mean,
i can't use it on my nokia phone.
grr.

sooo,
went to to International Plaza.
met up with the rest of cuszies.
unfortunately,
we missed the FIREWORKS.
>.<

went to Lau Pa Sat to eat.
the side dishes came in early.
but the rice came in SUPERlate.
by the time the rice came,
the side dishes were ALMOST clean.

then,
we went to take a walk at the HENDERSON WAVE.
and,
everything was lit quite nicely.
:D

then,
we went to East Coast Park.
had fun though.

;D

TODAY~

school was quite OK.
if my head touches the table.
i tend to get sleepy,
no matter whose lesson it is.
terok kannx?

hip-hop was quite fun too.
i keep reminiscing the short but sweet insta-Flashbacks.
omo.
dat National Day.
;p

the following is this year's Theme Song.
what do you all think of it?

24

2009-08-08T06:36:00.000-07:00

Just thinking about you, makes my head feel light-headed and breathless,

Breathless: Marked by the suspension of regular breathing, as from tension or excitement

wahx,
just now was UBER fun.
went to the Fort canning outing with the madrasah crew.

:D
the whole thing was gerek.
including all the people.

wore the WRONG shoes though.
had blisters and,
had to have a pit-stop.
went back to the starting point.

got HANSAPLAST plasters.
for juniors only.
gagags.
took GREEN colour.
with a picture of a kangaroo.
the other plaster had apicture of an elephant.
hwaa~

then,
took alot of detours,
the map was a teeny bit hard to read/understand.
;p
but managed it though.

otw home,
sprained my freag ankle.
it hurt.
played *ball* with an empty water bottle.
-.-

easy to get breathless sey.
:S
xD

tomorrow,
i'm going out with family and cousins.
:D
confirm gerek one.
and going to watch fireworks.
*pwiung pwiung pwoosh pak pak*
{sound effects depicting fireworks}

23

2009-08-07T04:10:00.000-07:00

Ever heard of the word, Cardivest?

Felony: A serious breaking of the public law

what a badbadbad day today is.
>.<
no elaboration here though.
can't wait for tomorrow's Fort Canning outing.
::DD
i'm really looking forward to it.
hope Nurin will be tagging along.

Currently watching an anime AND a Korean drama at the SAME time.
fwah~
ain't i awesome?
xD

the freaggingly huge headache.
irritating sey.
*dizzy*
just now during recess was soo GEREK.
hwahwaa~
*taptap* the wrong person.
xD
are we THAT kinda alike, that it seems a little hard to tell us apart?
hmm, i don't think so.
whaddahyatink?

monday there's no school.
yay~
;D
due to national day.
also, Sok Hour's birthday.
;D

life's getting kinda boring at times,
don't you think so too?

i can't seem to get that smell outta my head iany.
mmm~
soooo, superbly nice.

Risotto.
I'm gonna cook RISOTTO for my home econs project.
;D
during the fasting month somemore.
hmmm,

the fasting month is FAST approaching.
;D can't wait though.
this year, going to have a HUGE jalan raya with the Hip-Hop crew.
yay~
looking forward to THAT to.
sometimes when things seem to get better, i make it worse in just a second.
gosh*
DnT or Art better?
Biochem? Pure bio and Pure chem? Triple science?
>.<
to do or not to do?
;D

22

2009-08-05T06:52:00.000-07:00

Feelings can really get in the way

feat: and achievement of some kind

oh gosh*
i've been late for THREE days straight.
terok kannx?
spent two hours of internal suspension (detention) for those three days.
that means,
i skipped 4 periods of lessons.
>.<
it wasn't THAT bad though.
the first day was almost unbearable.
the second day had a little pich of fun.
the third day, i had company.
xD

just finished Goong (Princess hours) today.
;D
yay~
planning on watching it again though.
what drama should i watch next?
coffee prince?
why why love?
...

was VERY bored at school.
slept for 1 whole hour in class after school.
helped gave out tokens for the Sec 1 NAPFA 2.4km run.
hwaaa~
very SHIOK.
;p
now i remember why i like helping out during NAPFA 2.4km run.
^^
was VERY hyper with Faris, Zaliq and Afiq.
Iany kena bullied.
;p took a lot of deceiving pictures.
xD
^^

yay~
my Biology is going well.
should i consider taking Pure bio?
or biochem?
hmm,

Tomorrow, there's hip-hop and Maths thingy.
*CLASH*
omo.
T.T
which one has higher priority uhx?
hmm,

Feelings can get in the way.
VERY irritating at times.
gahhx.
random~

went *shopping* with Ririe today.
no such luck in finding clothes.
eh, what should one wear to an outing at Fort Canning?
with their madrasah.
>.<
:S

That JWSS girl in the bus,
*smilesmile*
;D
huhu^^
she seems familiar.
i KINDA remmeber her from somewhere.
but where ehk?
hmm,

21

2009-08-01T05:34:00.000-07:00

Wherever, whenever.

Savior-faire: The ability to say or do the right or graceful thing

:D
I've been watching GOONG (princess hours).
it's keeping me on my toes,
everytime i watch a new episode.
:DDD

ok...
sooo,
the NDP rehearsals have been going well.
BUT.
i hate the part where i have to stand on STAGE.
in the FRONT row.
in the middle.
OMO.
i don't want to.
gahhx*

i've been thinking about the fort canning outing.
gahh*
should i go?

>.<
my sec one classroom sure has a LOT of bittersweet memories.
everytime i go there,
confirm have something that is unforgetable.
fwah~

Bittersweet memories.
hwahwaa~

Sorry, sorry by Super Junior

2009-07-24T06:01:00.000-07:00

Whenever i see you, i can't help but to let out a BIG smile.

Sorry: the feeling of regret and remorse for something or someone.

just now was quite fun.
had only 4 lessons for the whole day.
until 12:30, to be exact.
gerek kannx?

went to school in the same bus as iany.
reached school 15 mins early.
sooo,
went to 7-11 to buy food.
;D
*accidentally* got late.
no internal suspension.
-.-

had no Maths lesson though.
because, the teacher had lost her voice,
thus losing her ability of speech temporarily.
scored FREE PERIOD.

the the HE was ok.
better than what i had expected.
:D
i can't wait for practical.
gerek~

then,
walk here.
walk there.
walk everywhere.

went for CCA.
Girl Guides to be exact.
:D

SLACKED the day away.
had foot drills.
:D
funneh.

i hope that the seafood pasta that i'm going to cook will turn out all right.
gahhx.
let's wait and see.
gonna take pictures of it.
yummeh.
♥

the following video is Sorry,Sorry by the SuperJuniors.
the 00:30-00:50 seconds are the bomb~!
:D
Aja aja FIGHTING.
SuJu♥

20

2009-07-22T03:44:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, it's not worth it anymore

Frigid: Lacking warmth of feeling

Lately, getting up everyday has been getting the hell out of me.
Going to school seems like a dread.
even having friends around doesn't help.

i mean,
what do you all consider friends as GOOD/bestfriends?

like,
those people who don't even smile back at you ALL THE TIME?
or maybe,
those who AVOID you at all costs?

at least,
some of them acknowledge having us around.
smile back at least.
say a simple hello.
eye contact?
gahhx*

CCA's are a hassle nowadays.
i'd prefer to stay at home.
and be on the computer 24/7.
no,
it's not addiction to the computer.

Home currently seems like an OK choice.
although,
i'd rather stay in my room playing the computer.
or SLEEPing the whole day away.

goddamnit.

19

2009-07-15T07:09:00.000-07:00

The truth isn't always sweet, a lie could be worth telling.

Deference: Showing respect and humility

treat others the way you want to be treated.
should work right?
:/
depends.

there's suddenly NOTHING,
practically nothing that i can relate to,
to continue going to school.
days are passing EVER soo slowly.
the only thing i look forward to now,
is MADRASAH.

was SUPERlate in ging to school just now.
gosh*
no use trying to come early.
it was raining.
=.=
even with that reason,
cannot be late.
BASTARD kannx?

i had a freagging headache.
got worse when recess was over.
soo,
i ate Panadol Extra.
thn,
fell asleep during CME.
-.-
i slept like a sleeping log.
ariany woke me up by rocking me.
--,
it was because the teacher was scolding the class.
and i was sleeping away somemore.
good thing nvr kena caught.

had ORAL.
English Oral.
then,
lepak with MoMo, Fateh and Hapyz at Mac.
Meet up with Ameilia and Ayu along the way.

ciao'

Sleep is essential for good health.

Misheard Numa Numa

2009-07-11T23:59:00.000-07:00

You tell your boyfriend, if he says he's got beef,
That I'm a vegetarian and I ain't f*cking scared of him.
- Don't trust me by 3OH!3

Confused: Being unable to think with clarity or act with understanding

didn't go to school today.
had a HUGE freagging headache.
-.-
i know i know.
LAME reason right?
but, it's true.
I couldn't even wake up.
idk when i finally felt better.
must be noon or something.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KHIDIR ANDIQA.
he's done a LOT for the group {ZEPHYR}
:D
thanks for all that you've done.
missed out on celebrating his birthday celebration with the rest of {ZEPHYR though.
gahhx.

the Numa Numa / Din Tei / Colours fade to grey
rhythm is STUCK in my head.
gahhx.
i can't seem to get it out of my head though.
numa numa yay~
when you leave, my colours fade to gray.

i finally found out the emaning about the song though.
xD
slow kannx me?
it's actually about these two gays?
who in the end find out hat they love each other?
:D

When you leave, my colours fade to grey

18

2009-07-10T09:17:00.000-07:00

Music is indeed VERY contagious / infectious.

Contagious / Infectious: Spreading or tending to spread from one to another

When someone starts dancing or maybe even JUST clapping to a certain beat.
Some people can't help but to follow along.
Like, during Youth GiG,just now.
;D
when during the curtain call: someone starts dancing and clapping along to the music
EVERYONE followed suit.
gerek~

so, yeah.
i have to admit,
i enjoyed this year's Youth GiG than last year's.
idk why though.

sprayed my hair green.
*winkwink*
yay~

so,yeah.
tiring but fun.
unfortunately,
i didn't take ANY photos at all.
i figured that,
if i was too lazy to upload the photos,
then, there'd be no use of me taking photos.

i'm still currently doing the last TWO assignments for my e-learning.
Home economics and English (brochure).
very frustrating to do.
since,
my printer's down.
and the brochure maker thingy can only PRINT the brochure when completed.
gahhx*

I want to eat.
anything.
as long as it's hot.
or maybe drink something hot.
anyways,
i want something hot.

I can't live a lie~

17

2009-07-09T07:37:00.000-07:00

Things that are not supposed to be reavealed are neither BAD, nor GOOD.

Betray: To be false or disloyal to

A lot of things happened today.
A lot of things were said.

I still have Home Economics, English and Malay to do,
gosh*
the malay assignment is due TODAY.
gahhx*

yay~
tomorrow Youth GiG.
i can't believe that it's tomorrow.
gosh.
GREEN.

everything's becoming dull for me.
life's flashing by me without a sound.
without realising it.
it's been more than HLAF a year.
and,
the fasting month is fast approaching.

TODAY.
is Ayu's 14th birthday.
:D
Happy Birthday Sayaaang.
♥

*Zakia, Zakia*

16

2009-07-08T03:12:00.000-07:00

Aku bukanlah superman, aku juga bisa nangis.

Evil: Causing ruin, injury, or pain; harmful

Goddamnit.
the e-learning thing doesn't work.
gahhx*
still have 9 more homework to finish.
i can't think anymore.

hungryyyy~
lapar.
gahh*
you get the idea?

gimme,gimme less.
gimme less,
gimme less homework.

gosh*
craving for something with Chocolate and cheese.
O.O

i STILL have nothing to blog about.
gahhx*
this blog's getting more boring-er by the post.

i can't seem to do the Malay homework assignment,
hmmm,
i mean,
the topic is okay.
it's just that i don't know how to translate the words in Malay.
gahhx*
takk guner.

May the force be with you. \m/

15

2009-07-05T23:26:00.000-07:00

I feel soo, tired, tired, tired,
I want to sleep,sleep,sleep,
I want my bed,bed,bed,
My pillow too,too,too
I want to DREAM AWAY~
Close my eyes and go to sleep,
Dream of dreams,dreams,dreams
Not nightmares.

*ariany should know the words up there.*
xD

Obnoxious: Very annoying or objectionable; offensive or odious

Turns out, today is YOUTH DAY.
fuhyoo~
no school.

gahhx*
i still haven't found my GREEN wrist band.
goddamnit.
i need it by tomorrow.

i miss my Starbucks / McCafe coffee.
need it too, for tomorrow.

Teenage is getting boring by the month.
maybe moving onto SEVENTEEN magazine.

Bought GREEN contact lenses.
*winkwink*
got mommy to buy it for me.
:D
wakaka.

the msn and dailymotion videos on MYSOJU.com can't load.
for no apparent reason that i can find.

currently fasting.
damn to my lil' brothers.
they are like eating in front of me with that EVIL expression on their faces.
gahhx*

how's my new GREEN blogskin?
is it too bright?
hmmmm...

gahhx*
i still have nothing to say,
maybe i'll crap for all i care.

e-learning, moodle, ace-learning.
gahhx*
stressed bangeet.

Transformers

2009-07-05T03:48:00.000-07:00

Autobots, transform!
-Optimus Prime

Awesome: Remarkable; outstanding

Went to watch Transformer 2 {revenge of the fallen} yesterday.
Eng Wah Cinema at WEST MALL.
gerek~!
;D

currently watching Absolute boyfriend.
the guy who acts as Nanba Minaba in Hana Kimi,
is the Main Actor there.
oh gosh~!
♥

i can't wait for the Youth GiG and the REIGNITE concert.
my hands are itching to go shopping.
currently can't wait to step into Far East Plaza.
gosh.

gahhx.
there's nothing more to blog about.
ciao.

14

2009-06-26T06:02:00.000-07:00

There's no place like home.

Death: To cease living

Michael Jackson and Farah Fawcett passed away yesterday.
50 and 62 years of age respectively.
...

suddenly had the urge to do a quick research on the WONDERGIRLS.
*winkwinks*

getting more and MORE addicted as i hear their songs,
and watch their music videos.
nice hawt stuff.
;D

i STILL haven't started on my maths and science holidays assignments YET.
gahhx*
Afifah the PROCRASTINATOR~!
wakaka.
better than Ivan the TERRIBLE kannx?
*winkwink*
;p

just started watching Hana Kimi.
Japanese version.
mysoju.
MYSOJU.
;D

something is wrong with my MSN,
and my computer too.
anything on the screen that is BLACK in colour turns GREEN.
-.-
lame.
due to the graphic card.
i THINK.
;p

13

2009-06-25T04:37:00.000-07:00

The loss of a loved one is always heart- rendering.

Miss: To feel the lack or loss of.

The more we miss a person,
the more we come to appreciate that person.

Let me know by NLT seeeeedap.
;D
nicenice y'know.

school starts this coming monday.
my homework is still untouched.
my report book is still not seen by my parents.
die.

i MISS school.
(minus the studying)

nothing much to update though.
gahhx*

Let me know you love me,

UG camp cum pledge cheer.

2009-06-24T04:56:00.000-07:00

It's all about taking chances when/after making your decisions.

Rebel: To resist or defy an authority.

heyho~
watch this.
http://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=94063970479&ref=mf

damn funny.
;p

when exactly does school reopen?
does anyone have any idea?
hmmm,

just finished my part of the English holiday assignment.
had to do research on SERBIA.
i think i know more than i should.
gahhx.

miss everyone at school.
D:
by definition:
i miss school (minus the studying)

i want nobody, nobody but YOU~!
*clapclap*
{point}
*clap*

12

2009-06-19T07:54:00.000-07:00

Life is about making decisions.

Altruistic: Characterized by kindness and concern for others

okee,
tomorrow going to Marina Barrage for the rehearsal.
only going there to support luh.
;D

i continued watching FATED TO LOVE YOU on mysoju again.
Ethan Ruan is SUPERhawt.
*winkwink*
;D

this is the THIRD week of JUNE holidays.
yet, i haven't even glimpsed at my homework ONCE.
at all.
gawd.
confirm last minute work luh.

Larry's dislocated shoulder has miraculously healed within less than a MONTH.
ohmygawd,
sooo FAST?
usually it takes 3 months, MINIMUM to heal.
am i right???

UG was one hell of a WHIRLWIND.
somewhat a blur uh.
i still prefer 2008's UG camp though,
*shrugs*

heineken commercial

2009-06-17T23:32:00.000-07:00

I thought the worst was finally over, yet, there was much worst things for me to overcome.

Infatuation:A foolish, unreasoning, or extravagant short-lived attraction to someone.

back from UG camp.
i still prefered the 2008 UG camp though.
my whole body aches.

currently eating maggie.
the maggie tastes BAD.
urgh~

the GUY'S expressions are PRICELESS.
xDDD

11

2009-06-13T04:00:00.000-07:00

Life is like a box of chocolates, you'll never know what you'll get unless you give it a try.

Dreams: A series of images, ideas, emotions, and sensations occurring involuntarily in the mind during certain stages of sleep.

had a wierd dream last night.
O.O
really random.
gahhx*

2 more days till UG camp.
i seriously can't wait any longer.
gahhx*
hopefully it's going to be as fun as last year,
or maybe even FUN-ner.
*winkwink*

i think i'm obsessed with vampires and edward cullen (not robert pattison).
the vampires part was NOT due to reading/watching TWILIGHT though.
found a website on *Bella's diary*.
www.bellasdiary.com
:D

Eminem's *We made you* song is nicenice.
;DDD

10

2009-06-12T05:59:00.000-07:00

I'm looking at life through fogged glass.

Fun:Enjoyment; amusement

just got back frm cousin's outing.
gerek~!
:D

went shopping for a while actually.
3 shirts, 3 belts, 1 dress.
*winkwink*

why can't i see what other people see?
*which is the OBVIOUS fact*
gosh~
hatehatehate.

i can't wait for UG camp.
syasya lent me her poncho and torchlight.
no need to search anymore.
;DDD

me and syasya were talking about PROM night.
2 years.
*winkwink*
purple or green dress?
xD
maybe gold?
lols!
how bout blue?
DARK blue?
;p

currently hungry now.
bro's not back yet from the hawker centre nearby.
>.<

9

2009-06-10T06:28:00.000-07:00

Feelings: emotional or moral sensitivity (especially in relation to personal principles or dignity)

;D
watched NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM on tuesday,
gerek~
*winkwink*
funneh.

Bring me the cube of RU-BIK, NOW.

I wanna go shopping.
>.<
gahhx*

i'm going guuguugaagaa over Edward Cullen in the twilight saga.
NOT, robert pattison.
*swoons*

Pet society~
funn*

i still can't wait for UG camp.
FIVE more days to go.
i still haven't collected the donation money for the INDOOR STADIUM thingy.

Pak wijaya in the JIHAN indonesian drama series is HAWT,
8D
*google-eyed*
;p

okee.
i wanna go watch ERLIN MONTEL.
;D
yeahyeahx.

happeepill

2009-06-06T00:56:00.000-07:00

Fanatic: A person marked or motivated by an extreme, unreasoning enthusiasm, as for a cause.

oh gosh.
boys over flowers. david archuleta {winks at ririe}. pet society. anime. bollywood films. twilight. robert pattison. taylor lautner. pokemon. happeepill's evil bunny. barney. sesame street. and too many to mention. i can't possibly type it all down.
:D
i myself have a fair share of fanatical moments.

gawd.
here's TWO word for you.
too... mendakk...
gahhx*
Pet society.
level up faster will you Fifanatic?
*eyelids reciprocating*
xD

my korean/taiwanese dramas can't help either.
those streamed using Dailymotion won't load an ianch at all.
gahhx*

9 more days till UG camp.
today's a saturday.
june holidays are getting boring.
no action or drama or fun.
like in school.
gosh*

i'm spending my days trapped in my house,
in my room rotting in front of the freagging computer.
watching videos on Youtube/mysoju! and playing pet society on Faebook.
gawd.

i still haven't get started on the JUNE holidays assignments.
i only know that there's english.
what are the rest?
gosh.
dieee~

New Moon trailer

2009-06-04T21:38:00.000-07:00

Disappointed: Thwarted in hope, desire, or expectation.

;p
gosh*

watched the TREASURE PLANET on disney channel.
:D
idk why,
but i loike.

currently starving.
stark raving mad for food.
PET society on the other tab.
:D

NEW MOON~!
i want to watch.
why must it be shown in Singapore in NOVEMBER?
gosh*

Taylor Lautner so hawt.
:D
fuhyoo~♥

currently listening to: If you seek amy by Britney spears.
:D
nicenice.

okee.
i wanna go hunt for food in the kitchen.
rawr*
hungry stark raving lunatic look in my eyes.
*twinkles*

8

2009-06-04T04:48:00.000-07:00

Bitch: A female canine animal, especially a dog.
:Offensive.
:A woman considered to be spiteful or overbearing.
:A lewd woman.
:A man considered to be weak or contemptible.
:A complaint. {Slang}
:Something very unpleasant or difficult. {Slang}

gosh*
to bitch on someone is one of the worst thing to do.
bastard kannx?

had hip-hop rehearsal.
spent most of it breaking,
gawd*

thn,
went to KFC to have brunch.
;D

went to amielia's house to lepak.
:D
funn~!
that's all,
>.<
gahhx*

{ciao}

7

2009-06-03T04:03:00.000-07:00

Bored: Uninterested because of frequent exposure or indulgence

gosh*
try spending the whole day at home doing ALMOST nothing.
>.<

listening to: Sugar by Florida
*my lips like sugar*
la da du de da du daa du da du dee da du da da du de da du daa

tomorrow there's HipHop rehearsal.
for 3 hours.
clash with the Maths sublimentary class with Miss Wong.
gawd*
that means must attend with another class to make up for the loss of ONE lesson.

i still want my BRANDED kopi.
:D
yumm~

6

2009-06-02T04:36:00.000-07:00

Flasher: A person who displays his or her body in a form of indecent exposure.

gosh*
for pleasure?
for the sake of seeing people's stricken faces?
=.=

currently exhausted to my wits end?
just finished the day camp for the Youth GiG performers.
:D
was great fun!

gahhx*
short update though.
i wanna REST.
:S

5

2009-06-01T06:21:00.000-07:00

Alert: 6 MONTHS of holiday vacation.

:D
lols.
if only,
xP

gahhx.
life's like a rollercoaster.
sometimes its exciting.
other times,
it's as boring as ____.
(fill in the blank with whatever bores you to death)

>.<
i STILL haven't shown my mother my MYE results yet.
damn,

sooo,
it's off for the Youth GiG camp at Taman Jurong CC tomorrow.
:D
i think its going to be great fun!
:D

note to ririe: i still want my BRANDED kopi(starbucks/mccafe will do)
okk?
:D
i pay half pon bleh.
asalkan i still get my BRANDED kopi.
:D

gosh.
i forgot.
shitx.
the next TWO weeks no madrasah.
gahhx~
noooooo~!
i still want my BRANDED kopi.
okeas?
:D

note to self: don't forget the note to ririe

gosh.
ate THREE chewy junior(S) just now.
yumm~
but i'm still hungry.
gahhx*

CHOCOLATE-covered grape!♥
yumm~

wondergirls' NOBODY gets edited

2009-05-28T06:02:00.000-07:00

watch this.
hilarious.
a PARODY.

4

2009-05-26T01:12:00.000-07:00

fuhyoo~ ♥
just now was FUN.
:DDD
sold the wristbands for the CIP hours {hiphop}.
we sold the three colours.
GREEN,
RED,
ORANGE.

wakaka~
the first *customer* was Mr Z.
kener corner siak.
xD
kecian.
last2 beli jgk.
:D

thn,
went for TWO incredible IN-LINE SKATING lessons.
:DDD
yay~
woohoo*

thnthn,
went to JP.
buy some kinda pastry thingy.
its like bread,inside chewy with cream and choc topping.
yum*
bought TWO in fact.
:D
junior chewy thingy something2.
at the basement level of JP1.

gahhx*
okee.
continuing to watch MY QUEEN.
:D